it just hit me today. it just hit me how much i have been slacking off this semester and how i better get back in gear or else im doomed for failure.

i just realized how bad all my grades are and i have little time before the quarter ends until it ends up on my report card and i disappoint everyone in my family. especially my mom. and i hate disappointing people.

i just realized that i have almost all B's and its only freshman year.

i need to start stepping up. i see all the seniors this year getting into all these prestigious colleges. they make it look so easy but they worked their butt off for it.

and im already slacking off? what the hell is your problem jessie.

please fix yourself up.

-jessie.