outsider

i dont know. these past couple days... at school..ive felt kind of ....out of place. like i dont belong. but why. i dotn know.
like this teacher of mine gives these really intense long speeches and they really get to you..or at least. they get to me. and they really make me think. so while he's speaking..im thinking and then i feel like i dont belong..if that makes sense.
i feel like im the one that always screws up. like all the "needs to be improved" things he mentions all apply to me. like im the reason he is saying these things.

02/23/10
so i started this yesterday and im finishing it today. in my head it was a much longer blog but i forgot everything...again. yeah
well ive noticed ive complained a lot. sorry. i really dont mean to. :P
but yeha. i feel like i really dont belong here. seriously. like.. i dont know. its complicated. but i dont belong.
anyways im like too lazy to finish this blog so this is the end.
its just lately ive been feeling like an...

...outsider...

-jessiewang