time machine

what did i get myself into? i have people screaming at me from all different corners. but who do i listen to? myself?
no. that wont work. my thoughts are a combination of every scream. and how would that work. if each scream is arguing with one another? oh yeah. it doesnt.
so really what am i doing. i should get out of this situation. but i cant. there is no escape. it is almost impossible. maybe every chance i get i change my mind. i dont know. i havent noticed. so far i havent seen a chance to escape.
i really just am lost? and everyday i get no answers for myself. just more questions. more things to deal with. but whattheheck. everyone lives with problems and unanswered questions. its just life. so why the heck am i complaining? there is no reason to. so i should just suck it up. my life will never be perfect. no one's is. i need to stop complaining. this is ridiculous. but i just wish i just wish. one wish. and that wish is the wish i will be wishing every 11:11(maybe lol.) even though i know it can NEVER happen.
i just wish.
for a

...time machine...

please.
-jessiewang.